sad izzie

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I need to just be honest with myself and admit I only liked him because he reminded me of someone I'm never going to get over.
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    paper bag, fiona apple
carrie is a goddess

Boys with Girlfriends

When I first met you
I knew you were the one
Til you took me home
And I met her
She had your boxers on
She was listening to your song
And I thought right then
That you had everything
But I knew
She was jealous from the start
Yeah, I knew
She was jealous from the start

Because I know better
Not to be friends
With boys with girlfriends
Oh, I know better than that
I know better
You'll play the victim
And I'll be the bad guy
I know better than that
I know better

We started hanging around
At the nine
I couldv'e sworn that I was yours
You looked at me and said,
"It's a little too late for bed"
We went to the hotel
And talked about everything
But I knew
She was jealous from the start
Yeah, I knew
She was jealous from the start

Because I know better
Not to be friends
With boys with girlfriends
Oh I know better than that
I know better
You play the victim
And I'll be the bad guy
I know better than that
I know better

Because what she did to us was tragic
And I have to do what's right
What we had was really magic
But I have to get what's right

Because I know better
Not to be friends
With boys with girlfriends
Oh I know better than that
I know better
You play the victim
And I'll be the bad guy
I know better than that
I know better
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    Meiko
jake

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Say Yes, Elliot Smith
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning after
We broke up a month ago and I grew up, I didn't know
I'd be around the morning after
It's always been wait and see
A happy day and then you pay
And feel like shit the morning after
But now I feel changed around and instead falling down
I'm standing up the morning after
Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later
And I could be another fool or an exception to the rule
You tell me the morning after
Crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best
She'll decide what she wants
I'll probably be the last to know
No one says until it shows and you see how it is
They want you or they don't
Say yes
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning after




My favorite song right now...so pretty...
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    indescribable indescribable
daria fire

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I suppose I should make another post since I'm in the same situation that usually makes me want to post.

What he did to me was worse than anything.
carrie is a goddess

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Nobody dumped anyone. It just ended. With one little click of a button, I was free.

But freedom is scary sometimes. It can also be pretty great if I can figure out how to own it.

As long as I can go back to being my confident and fun-loving self.

My heart is not broken, but definitely feels a little jostled.
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    optimistic optimistic
jake

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You get the car
I'll get the night off
You'll get the chance to take the world apart and figure out how it works
Don't let me know what you find out
I need a car
You need a guide
Who needs a map
If I don't die or worse I'm gonna need a nap
At best I'll be asleep when you get back
I wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars, and moons are all about
I wanna see their faces turn to backs of heads and slowly get smaller
I wanna see it now

I want specifics on the general idea
I wanna think what I should know
Want you to do me what to show
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon
I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner
I wanna see it now
I wanna see it now


It's odd when you have a song stuck in your head (not just in your head, in your soul) and all of a sudden you're in a public place and it comes over the stereo. Especially when it's ten years old and you've never heard it other than on a cd you own and hardly anyone is even aware of it's existence. It's like some message from an outside force echoing your thoughts you've never shared.
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    Cars, Built to Spill